sitting on a couch it feels good

im sick. on a couch. hmmmm guna have ice cream for breakfast. got this as an email present today from some girl CLICK HERE haha or this CLICK HERE  hmmm i do NOT have a child fyi and if i did its name wouldnt be earl it would be like fluffy or something

was on a spanish dating show & went on a 'celeb star tour'

hosted a show the other week just for a day about a new red bull mxt truck they decked out so it doubles as a dj stand with 2 xboxes and 4 big screens and huge sounds system its cool and i got to drive it and give it a car wash and asked the mexican guy in spanish at the car wash if he thought he could fit his whole family in the truck and he said yes and i said dont think so cuz theres a dj stand in it HAHAHAHAHA and be stupid on camera so it was the funnest day ever, and the camera guy mavro from the shoot called me a few days later and asked if i wanted to be on an mtv show pilot with corey bohan (red bull bmx athlete) and his friends), so i called corey and he said i could bring some friends too if i wanted so i brought my 2 roomates lauren s. and tina- we went with the bmx'ers on one of those hollywood star tours all around in a van convertible haha it was fun cuz whenever they saw a random person, like a random girl on her bike riding past us they'd be like omg miley cyrus!! look its miley!! agh!! and the girl would be like wtf and they did that for random ppl like omg its matt damon!! when we drove past ppl's houses there were paparazzi waiting outside nearby their cars a lot of time it was interesting!! and at tom cruse's house there was a random girl sleeping on his curb. then we stopped by the DC clothing company store and they let us in even though it just closed cuz a lot of the guys were sponsored by DC and there was a big poster of corey on their wall haha so we all got to pick out free stuff!! i got a sundress and a cute jacket yay! they gave our tour guide girl a hat too. then we ate at california pizza kitchen for the second time that day and all the guys got salads and the girls got pizza and stuff... that sounds opposite. then they showed us some bike tricks in lauren's living room. then i went to bed and woke up and did a spanish dating show the next day called '12 corazones' (12 hearts) (& told them i had a boyfriend tho so i wouldnt really be matched with anyone) -- where there were 8 girls and 4 guys and we discussed boy and girl personality differences and answered questions like 'what would you do if you liked too many boys at one time' i said i only like 1 boy at a time but my great grandma bunny on the other hand had multiple boyfriends at once that didnt know about each other cuz they lived in different states. and i had my pink guitar so i would sing my stupid answers sometimes and they were short a girl on the show so i got to invite lauren d. she didnt understand anything going on and just kinda sat there and smiled haha but it was awesome. see mom look im using my spanish major. thought for sure no one would ever see the show anyway cuz pretty sure it just aires on spanish channels and in mexico lol. then i get a call from my friend pat who hosts a show on fuel tv and is like... my girlfriend (speaks spanish) and i, are watching you on tv right now. nice spanish songs.' thanks patrick.

and now today im in bed all day kinda sick and worn down cuz i was like go go go go go the whole week and my body was starting to shut down. went to a concert last night cuz i promised tina i'd go but i was just like blah and no fun cuz i was exhausted. plus ive moved 3 times since ive gotten to cali and i might move AGAIN! cuz the girls im living with are moving so im going with them, probably just down the road though :p

i was an extra in 'the fray' music video

i was an extra in the fray music video a few nights ago, started at 5pm and ended at 6am, i got too tired and cold and left around 1am but it soooo interesting, ill blog about it another time cuz i signed a disclosure that said i cant talk about it til its released, not that they would read my blog but just incase haha, but made friends on set and got invited to a party which turns out to be a bday party for emile hirsch...(click his name)... at this brian grazer's house...click here... he's one of the biggest producers in the world and the house was worth 20 million dollars!!! look at the list on that site of all the flipping movies he's produced geez. the guest house was as big as my house, the view was incredible, they have a home theatre room, and they are moving into a different house soon and ben affleck/jennifer garner are moving in. i apologize that i just name dropped a million times but i thought all that was pretty cool! my friend lauren also informed me that andrew keagan was there too but i dont know who that is but it sounds cool haha. sorry again for the name drop. here's another one... im a new host client to marki costello and a girl erin from the show 'the city' is a host client to her too so i met her the other day haha k im done!

went to marki's hosting bootcamp this weekend, a 2 day thing where u learn hosting stuff from marki, aspiring hosts fly in from all over the US, one girl from australia, andrew cook (brother of david cook from american idol), some guy with a THICK italian accent it was funny, a couple that hosts together all the time, other people, costs a lot of money usually but i got it free cuz im her client wee! i learned a lot and now im tired i go sleep now. ps ate sushi with lauren d the other night yumi in my tumi and now i have 2 close friends lauren (lauren S. is the one i live with and my friend from MN that lives here too ... lauren d.) so we all get confused.

im going to eat cheerios probably

... today i went to a kickoff party at red bull hq (for a snowboard event happening this weekend that i'm not attending) and on the way out my friend brooks said hey the plants on the way out are edible, so i ate a flower and then turns out he was lying. then the other day josh and i played a trick on jason- josh told me that last week jason wrote josh's name on a dollar bill in tennessee and then spent it. so i called jason the other day and told him that i bought a treat at a gas station here in cali and a dollar bill in my change had josh's name on it-- he's been freaking out since then like oh my gosh what are the chances seriously there are 600 million ppl in the US and it got from me to you this is so crazy blah blah blah so then me and josh called him on 3 way today and broke the news to him haha, drove to san diego for a job interview and got it- promotional modeling for a rock and roll style clothing brand called dirtbag clothing, i'll model their clothes and then 10 min after i left they called and said they want me to host shows for them too cuz they sponsor a lot of bands so whenever bands like hinder (random example they used) roll through i would get backstage and do interviews and stuff yay and they started warning me that tommy lee from band Mötley Crüe licks people's face when he meets them so to watch out. now i have to research band knowledge beyond just taylor swift haha. stopped in at my aunt and uncles house for dinner while i was in san diego, my little cousin emma who's nine gave me a lot of girl scout cookies which i ate a lot on the way home traded 2 cookies for water at mcdonalds. she also texts and calls and emails me many times a day, but i do enjoy it, she's quite entertaining and tells me about her crush she has that held her hand once. i got my car brakes fixed but they still sound like im running over a batch of kittens when i brake so i should fix that again.

i got kicked off the reality show :) yay!!!!!!

ok so i was guna be on that reality show in hermosa beach. there were going to be 7 girls total, i was sharing the master bedroom with my friend cassandra (she works as a producer for my manager marki and --as a side note-- we are working on show ideas together to plug to networks she is cool we work out and brainstorm and get overly excited). we were not paying rent in the house, food was paid for, it was a 4 million dollar house on the beach, ......but the producers never quite got their stuff together. there was blue tape on the walls marking where the cameras should eventually be (they were slow at getting started and didnt have cameras in yet), the house had mattresses to sleep on but not furniture yet, the idea was for it to be a truman show documentary about living in LA, every room of the house (minus the bathrooms) would be live 24/7 online, and sometimes cameras would follow us to auditions or whatever gigs we had going on already in life-- just documenting how we lived our separate lives. they were also going to make episodes for TV as well. i had funny plans with the 24/7 cams when they were up i was guna make faces at them a lot or my friends could call if they were watching me and i'd wave at them. one girl in the house had magnets in her blanket to release the positive ions in her body or something.
then the show took a quite different turn when the producers gathered us girls in the kitchen with cameras and lights ready and said to wait around cuz a special guest was coming over. turns out the special guest is a stripper dressed as a cop- i realized this decided to go for a jog. another girl decided to nap. nobody really cared about this special guest being there. fact is i have nothing against strippers- its just not the image i want on camera. 15 minutes after the producers left the house that night we all got text messages saying to move out by 5pm the next day because they want girls that will do what they want. fine by me. i later asked them what our special guest had anything to do with 'making it in LA' (the title of the show), they said they had changed their mind and had decided nobody wants to watch us going to auditions but would rather watch girls get drunk and naked....... sooooo i moved in with lauren (from paris hilton bff show) and tina (makeup artist), they both left the show too. so now i live in north hollywood and its awesome though i love it-- been here for 2 days hha-- close to everything--

my lesson for this week... (see look mom im using my teaching degree) to anybody reading this -- dont lose your morals no matter how deep in you are you can always get out and things will get better. i gave up my lease in santa monica and to move into that big house. that big house had free rent and free food--kinda tempting to do watever you can to keep that deal going cuz dang its a sweet deal, especially here when its expensive to live in cali and there was potential to make A LOT of flipping money in that house once it was online or on TV-- and i definitely have school loans to pay off-- DOESNT MATTER! id rather go broke and move to iowa then ruin my career and life on a trashy reality show